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This may be a heresy in this forum but really looking for a friend.
I was really fortunate to match at a top ten ophtho program. Really wonderful atmosphere although slightly more tense than I expected. Way more tense than medicine department. Like most places now a days, we have an integrative program with 3-4 months of ophtho and rest of medicine.
For some reason, I’ve lately been feeling sad that I finished my last month of medicine. Sometimes during ophtho clinic, I’ll look at medicine notes and reminisce lol. Ophtho seems very daunting and for some reason it’s very unintuitive for me. I’m just having a hard time conceptualizing some of these things. I suck at everything lol. I also hate trying to do a detailed DFE on patients who can’t keep their eyes open. Nonetheless, it is very cool to see the retina and I do enjoy reading ophtho.
Not sure if I should wait it out and see if PGY2 year, when I’m actually in ophtho, might turn things around or switch to medicine. I’d even be okay with family medicine too. Another thing that’s been on my mind lately is the rather relatively low compensation for ophtho (or maybe I’ve been reading this forum too much). Seems like comp/cornea/glaucoma (basically anything but retina) make as much as IM (250-300k). Not that I went into ophtho or medicine for money but just another thing that’s plagued my mind.
Anyone else felt like this?
I was really fortunate to match at a top ten ophtho program. Really wonderful atmosphere although slightly more tense than I expected. Way more tense than medicine department. Like most places now a days, we have an integrative program with 3-4 months of ophtho and rest of medicine.
For some reason, I’ve lately been feeling sad that I finished my last month of medicine. Sometimes during ophtho clinic, I’ll look at medicine notes and reminisce lol. Ophtho seems very daunting and for some reason it’s very unintuitive for me. I’m just having a hard time conceptualizing some of these things. I suck at everything lol. I also hate trying to do a detailed DFE on patients who can’t keep their eyes open. Nonetheless, it is very cool to see the retina and I do enjoy reading ophtho.
Not sure if I should wait it out and see if PGY2 year, when I’m actually in ophtho, might turn things around or switch to medicine. I’d even be okay with family medicine too. Another thing that’s been on my mind lately is the rather relatively low compensation for ophtho (or maybe I’ve been reading this forum too much). Seems like comp/cornea/glaucoma (basically anything but retina) make as much as IM (250-300k). Not that I went into ophtho or medicine for money but just another thing that’s plagued my mind.
Anyone else felt like this?
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