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I am a prelim surgery resident at a semi-academic program. I am worried about having a job next year. I applied last year to competitive fields and did not match. I applied this year and still have 3 interviews in an extremely competitive field, but doubt that I will match. My step scores were both around 190 and I failed the first attempt on Step 2. I will get my Step 3 results soon. My resident evals have been below average and I don't know how much support I will get from my pd for another residency. I work and study my butt off, but I look stupid when I am pimped b/c I usually have no idea what my attending wants me to answer. I overanalyze everything and don't know how I can get the cycle to stop.
I don't know what my options are right now, I am still working my butt off, but I feel it is to no avail since I am with the same senior resident that I have recieved bad evals in a few prior rotations. I teach the med students everything I know, I get to work an hour earlier than the rest of the interns and usually see more patients than they do and I go to clinic unlike the other interns who never show up, but I know they still get better evals than I do. Do my seniors or PD know this, NO? Will I start to slack off more, NO, I don't know how because I have always had a strong work ethic. Sometimes
I wonder if family medicine is the only residency that might take me. After being a surgery resident it is hard to go to fam med or med, but i would at least like to do em, anes or rad instead of primary care. Any advice. I am more worried about whther my step 3 results are poor and my in training exam results are too. I feel like fam med may be my only route.
I'm not sure I can help you much other than to suggest that you not do FM given your view of it. Consider that if you like specialty care, going IM and doing well at that might lead to a chance to do a fellowship in an area that you would like more than primary care.
Also, consider whether taking a year to do research might be helpful. I doubt this would change much, but it is an option to consider.